Friday, October 10, 2008
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today sleep till 12 pm. lol. late ritex. i know. dame tired. sad. feel so bad. today slap fabien a few time. even though it was a soft 1. cos he keep shouting.not good for throat. hais. ;( today has been wondering seriously has he really change or has he fall for other? where the security feeling? where's the love? confuse. where did i go wrong? seriously I JUS WANT A HAPPY LOVELY SECURE FAMILY, BEING HAPPY TOGETHER & NOT TO WORRY BOUT MONEY PROBLEM, & MOST IMPORTANTLY WE HAS MORE TIME TOGETHER & MORE TIME WITH FABIEN AS WELL . anything wrong witt that. this really the first time i put everything away try to save this relationship. i've already tried my best. can you stop bein so cold?
hais. i won't give up