o aLeDrLiNe o

2009-07-09T09:43:00.000-07:00

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aledrline+fabien

2009-05-13T21:45:00.001-07:00

cute right? moi xiao baobeix

eee.. baobeix the fone is dirty la

taken on the 13th of may'08

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2008-12-12T07:32:00.001-08:00

2008-12-12T07:26:00.000-08:00

DEAR I MISS YOU SO MUCH

TODAY AFTER SENDING YOU TO ARMY I FEEL SO SAD AND LONELY. HMMM. ALMOST CRIED BUT DID NOT . BUT WHEN YOU JUST CALLED MI REALLY MAKE MY TEARS DROP LIKE TAP WATER. HAIS

14 november 08

2008-11-14T02:43:00.000-08:00

today is my off day. finally can sleep till so late le. sleep till 12 plus den wake up. haha. today watchin fabien. he reali grow up alot. seein him struggle abt screamin about. bittin thing. jumpin baout. it's really adorable. haha. but oh my. his saliva is drippin here and there haha. but too bad is things has not been gg well btw mi and jianlin. he's gg to enlist the next month of 12. but we're still this way. hais. how long is it gg to last. im reali stress up witt moi job. jus a peaceful relationship. CANNOT MA?

13 oct08

2008-10-13T08:19:00.000-07:00

today woke up at 9am bath get ready for work. first day of work at the ultimate spa. quite excited actually. wonder how would it feel. lol. took a cab there with evelyn=san shu gf= cast bout 3dollars for each of us only. quite worry ppl might get to suspect us that we're actually related. though it's a fact but it won't be nice rites. no matter wad it's a ladies world. there'll be alot alot of gossip. hmmm. but it really nice working there i believe i'll start to learn alot alot of thing. though today is quite a boring day. haha.seriously really miss FABIEN &HUBBY=JIANLIN= deeply. cannot take it already. i want hug, carry, kiss, chat, witt fabien.. dame it. really miss him alot. if pay comes by tmr definately i'll go back for sure. hais. nw gonna eat moi porridge le. daddy cook for us. smell so nice. taste so nice as wel. heee. ths daddy. muackx

10 oct08

2008-10-10T07:34:00.000-07:00

today sleep till 12 pm. lol. late ritex. i know. dame tired. sad. feel so bad. today slap fabien a few time. even though it was a soft 1. cos he keep shouting.not good for throat. hais. ;( today has been wondering seriously has he really change or has he fall for other? where the security feeling? where's the love? confuse. where did i go wrong? seriously I JUS WANT A HAPPY LOVELY SECURE FAMILY, BEING HAPPY TOGETHER & NOT TO WORRY BOUT MONEY PROBLEM, & MOST IMPORTANTLY WE HAS MORE TIME TOGETHER & MORE TIME WITH FABIEN AS WELL . anything wrong witt that. this really the first time i put everything away try to save this relationship. i've already tried my best. can you stop bein so cold?
hais. i won't give up

9 oct08

2008-10-10T07:18:00.000-07:00

today good or bad day? i feel so ... hais. i've tried all moi ways & everything to get back this relationship. but happy finally he agrees. hmmm. he said he has change , but will it be just a mean time or forever? hais. any way i'll jus try moi best. 4 more days to work. quite excited but seems to be quite stress. hmm.is ths wad i wan?? hope everything will go back to usual asap. ;)

29sep08

2008-10-10T03:51:00.001-07:00

29sep moi b'dae.. hee ytd finally get to mitt gf =lifeng= we went to bugis bud it was actually raining so heavily. hais.. cos i actually bring fabien =moi son= along.i'm so worry dta he might fall sick. hmmm so mi n gerlfren decided to go BHG to shop around.we wen to smoke. lol. we actually tk turn to smoke cos nid to carry fabien. it's impossible to carry a 5 month old baby around n smoke whilr carryin him ritez. lol. gerlfren so weak sehs keep complaining saying dat her hand pain after carryin fabien. SO HEAVY ARGG.. lol.. after dat finally the rain stop we wen to guan yin miao to bai bai. den we take MRT to suntec. i bring lifeng to c a bag n wallet -CARLO RINO- currently is havin a promo 1 set onli $120. so cheap ritez.. lol. hubby=jianlin= ask mi reserve. he'll get fer mi when his pay comes in.. hees. fer moi b'dae present. heees..bout 8 wed wen back to ghim moh cos i nid to fin MP to help out witt moi ROM & citenzenship stuff. hmmm. so troublesome ah.. end bout 9 plus wen over to block 10mitt hubby habb our dinner der witt daddy , we wen back to tanglin halt flat. slack till bout 3 den go home. so tired... ANY WAY GF THK FER BEING DER WITT MI. APPRECIATED. THANK MUACKS

28sep08

2008-10-10T03:48:00.001-07:00

today i was cleanning the room fer 1 whole day hmmm so angry argg.hubby=jianlin= has been playin DOTA since morning since around 9 or 10 am. i started to get veri veri angry. hmmm BU HUI ZHI DONG DE AH.. hmmm. SO ANGRY LA. hmmm. i clean the whole dae u play the whole day. wad the hell.. after finish everything jus when i'm bout gg to bath ah thiam msh mi.. so i actually mitt ah thiam & yew kai 8 at simei platform. wr're gg to ceni k box. actually jus tot of gg alone witt them but i noe hubby=jianlin= sure will KPKB de after dat. hmmm.so i actually make him go along witt mi. but as tmes goes we wen bk to normal without quarrel.and i tink hubby do feel boring so he actually called manfred to ask him down. and surprisingly he agreed to come over and he even took a cab down. lol hahas.. we end k around 2am after wen fer pool bout 3 den it time to homw sweet home

30sep08

2008-10-10T03:46:00.000-07:00

todae wake up , edit moi blog , later part wen to lavender market to have out lunch as later on i need to go over to the ICA building to appeal for mi myself & moi son citenzenship. for mine need moi dady help mi to appeal as i have not reach the age of 21 yet, as for moi son need mi to reach the age of 21 den can appeal for him. cause this kind of stuff need parne itself to appeal for the child but got to be 21 & above. hais sad. cnnt be out of singapore again. 19yrs of staying in singapore.SAD. after all this stuff moi father in law fetch mi ,fabien, & mother in law home. we reach home bout 5.. father in law wen to slp mi & fabien playin, bout 7, mummy say wans to go over to tampines mall. again in daddy's car der's aledrlin, fabien, mummy, daddy, meilan, jianwei & jianhao. We walk around bout 1 or 2 hour later home sweet home. budd jus nice hubby called and say dat he jus reach tampines station den wen over to fetch him all of us wen home sweetlt happily. & most importanyly mummy bought mi a strawbrry cake. hee DATS ALLL FOR TODAY..

3rd oct 08

2008-10-10T03:32:00.000-07:00

so tired. todae wake up early in the moring 8.15am. whats more is hubby wake mii up if not i'll still b sleeping and will be late for work. to tired cold & lazy. lol. bath, brush teeth, put on skincare follow by make up. arg.. todae reach work jus on time , workin as a receptionist is really so tiring & boring. tiring is cos of long hours & gonna stand whole day. boring is hmmm again long hour & got nothing to do. prephaps i'm stil not use to workin witt others. feel like changing job. got no interst in this job. but cause of money no choice. gonna hole on to it 1st. till i get a better offer. if not will be dame tight. life's really hard, everything needs money. hais. ok gonna stop here tml got to wake up at 8am for work. GOODNIGHT..

4th oct08

2008-10-10T03:31:00.000-07:00

todat bad day. quarrel witt jianlin, =hubby=, too angry till i lay moi hand on him. altough i noe i'm too much bud duno why jus cnnt tk control of moiself. i'm pain when i see him hurt bud im jus too agitated. SORRY. i noe i have a bad temper bud ahya i duno la. but i'm reali sick of this knd of life. jus wan a better life. ANYWAY I DUN HAVE ANY OTHER GUY OUT THERE, N MOI HEART DER'S ONLI 1 PERSON. dats it.

5th oct08

2008-10-10T03:26:00.001-07:00

FABIEN WENT BACK WITT HIS DADDY. SO SAD THIS THE 1ST TIME FABIEN IS REALLY NOT WITT MI , NOT BY MY SIDE. I MISS HIM SO MUCH. SO SER BU DE. I WAN HIM TO BE WITH MI. MOI ONLI SON ONLI BAOBEIX. HAIS. DAME SHIT. HE ASK MI IF I WAN GO BACK TOGETHER BUT WHAT'S THE POINT. SFTER GO BACK BOTH OF US DUN COMMUNICATE DUN EVEN LOOK AT EACH OTHER. BUT FOR THE SAKE OF FABIEN=BABY=? NO POINT AS WELL RITES? COS IT DOES NOT MAKE A DIFF WHETHER IF I'M THERE. ALTHOUGH I REALLY WISH TO BE WITT FABIEN. DO THE BOTH OF US STILL HAVE LOVE TOWARDS EACH OTHER? CARE? OR IS JUST PURELY BECAUSE OF FABIEN? IS THERE A ANS FOR THIS? I REALLY WISH TO NOE

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FABIEN WENT BACK WITT HIS DADDY. SO SAD THIS THE 1ST TIME FABIEN IS REALLY NOT WITT MI , NOT BY MY SIDE. I MISS HIM SO MUCH. SO SER BU DE. I WAN HIM TO BE WITH MI. MOI ONLI SON ONLI BAOBEIX. HAIS. DAME SHIT. HE ASK MI IF I WAN GO BACK TOGETHER BUT WHAT'S THE POINT. SFTER GO BACK BOTH OF US DUN COMMUNICATE DUN EVEN LOOK AT EACH OTHER. BUT FOR THE SAKE OF FABIEN=BABY=? NO POINT AS WELL RITES? COS IT DOES NOT MAKE A DIFF WHETHER IF I'M THERE. ALTHOUGH I REALLY WISH TO BE WITT FABIEN. DO THE BOTH OF US STILL HAVE LOVE TOWARDS EACH OTHER? CARE? OR IS JUST PURELY BECAUSE OF FABIEN? IS THERE A ANS FOR THIS? I REALLY WISH TO NOE.

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